magpie
i lay in your arms like a tree,
choosing
one over two strong roads. i sway (completed,
like a stone, a lonely stone),
unpolished
in the grass. i wonder
if you see me,
if you acknowledge i exist
by
placing your faith in my wings
while
i extend
the very fabric
of the vortex
of this life,
holding it out before me. i chase you,
(having never met).
you are the dream,
the tree,
the goal.
i fly to you, relentlessly.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
Autumn Sweater by Yo La Tengo
aholic
i buy my boots, i buy them well. standing
in the checkout line
i feel your empty gaze, your spirit quenched,
the
sighting
of a brand new leather pair and i
buy them too much.
i cannot stop.
you pair them with a gauze wrapping, a cold aura.
i stand (lonesome) in my shoes,
sweating as if in a sauna,
looking at you back. i wonder
how much it cost to buy your affection.
i
need it for myself....
i buy my boots, i buy them well. standing
in the checkout line
i feel your empty gaze, your spirit quenched,
the
sighting
of a brand new leather pair and i
buy them too much.
i cannot stop.
you pair them with a gauze wrapping, a cold aura.
i stand (lonesome) in my shoes,
sweating as if in a sauna,
looking at you back. i wonder
how much it cost to buy your affection.
i
need it for myself....
Labels:
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clothes,
money,
poems about shopaholics,
shopping,
sperry top sider,
summer
Sunday, August 29, 2010
I See Love by Third Day
cadillac
love (unending) that is
all i want.
my skirt
flies up in the wind
outside
the two church doors
and i see you. sun shines.
i feel
not myself, like
i am living in somebody else's clothes.
your grief, it fits me
like a glove.
i open up to the wild bobbing clouds
and
i talk back.
this is what it want. and
here
(i go)...
love (unending) that is
all i want.
my skirt
flies up in the wind
outside
the two church doors
and i see you. sun shines.
i feel
not myself, like
i am living in somebody else's clothes.
your grief, it fits me
like a glove.
i open up to the wild bobbing clouds
and
i talk back.
this is what it want. and
here
(i go)...
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Fade Into You by Mazzy Star
avatar
watching - purple lights flicker on the horizon - i wait
for you to come.
it takes long.
this is home, violet melody, brilliant fake - running
in between.
i put on a face - a smile
that brings you lanterns - raised like lightning bugs
on a fence, i run.
you will be here soon.
i pretend - i know - what i am doing - crying on the porch,
fake blue blood running
down like tears. it is the night, and i
wait for you to come.
watching - purple lights flicker on the horizon - i wait
for you to come.
it takes long.
this is home, violet melody, brilliant fake - running
in between.
i put on a face - a smile
that brings you lanterns - raised like lightning bugs
on a fence, i run.
you will be here soon.
i pretend - i know - what i am doing - crying on the porch,
fake blue blood running
down like tears. it is the night, and i
wait for you to come.
Friday, August 27, 2010
I'd Give You The Moon by Jake Coco
salado
i (call myself all these things, not believing).
there is
paint
on all the walls,
coming down, peeling off.
i (have myself all these flaws, little flies
beckoning) madness.
i
call myself a fraud...
with my brush in hand
i open (heart)
my own self, calling fate.
it will
help me sell my soul.
i paint it
all the time...
i (call myself all these things, not believing).
there is
paint
on all the walls,
coming down, peeling off.
i (have myself all these flaws, little flies
beckoning) madness.
i
call myself a fraud...
with my brush in hand
i open (heart)
my own self, calling fate.
it will
help me sell my soul.
i paint it
all the time...
Thursday, August 26, 2010
True by The Frames
exodus
i wrap them up in little plastic bags,
tuck
them in my car,
these millions. one thousand brushes,
one hundred thousand jars.
i keep them.
i screw the lids on tight
and get down on my knees and beg (for God)
to find them,
all these little treasures, these paintings
i paint
for you.
i wrap them up in bags.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Black Milk by Massive Attack
eight limbs
when i hear (your song), i fade
like
lights over the poles, the auroras hum
and i become (less) than before,
less even
than myself, and i sink down low,
praying
to the rhythm of the sea. i can hear it roar.
in the middle of the night
(our music plays).
in the middle of the polar dark
i can see. i see your
shocking cold lumens glowing hard
and i know that
we are through,
that the demon lights all come alive
and shine
like an octopus
waging war against his heart.
(i can) hear it fade.
when i hear (your song), i fade
like
lights over the poles, the auroras hum
and i become (less) than before,
less even
than myself, and i sink down low,
praying
to the rhythm of the sea. i can hear it roar.
in the middle of the night
(our music plays).
in the middle of the polar dark
i can see. i see your
shocking cold lumens glowing hard
and i know that
we are through,
that the demon lights all come alive
and shine
like an octopus
waging war against his heart.
(i can) hear it fade.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Goodbye Kiss by Grace Potter & The Nocturnals
click click boom
autumn rain and trees and falling stars / i go to take a bath
and can't get clean,
but you (there's always you, the passing chance)
as i take from
the full coffers i deplete
my own supply of oxygen
and come undone. / i go to wipe my eyes
but
(somehow) it's too late.
autumn rain and trees and falling stars / i go to take a bath
and can't get clean,
but you (there's always you, the passing chance)
as i take from
the full coffers i deplete
my own supply of oxygen
and come undone. / i go to wipe my eyes
but
(somehow) it's too late.
Monday, August 23, 2010
Half Hearted Apology by Dean Fields
ultraviolet and sage
cleansing myself of you, i take my / time.
i bow / slowly down
to the ground.
with face against concrete / i extend
one pallid arm (stretched out raw in summer air)
and
i push back the woes
that keep me in this place.
i find ways
to lay threadbare those thorns of necessity
that leave me dangerously deprived.
i scorch and burn / in the sun
and i no longer care.
you
become
like a sunburn....
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Winter by Joshua Radin
parochial
redundant words
( i am
the wrong way, twisted
backwards
like a necklace on some neck, chain
in front.
you
make a wish.
this is the dream, to find
gold
at the bottom
of this rainbow) and the glitzy
trance
that we desire
is
all gone.
this is the target,
and
the noose.
redundant words
( i am
the wrong way, twisted
backwards
like a necklace on some neck, chain
in front.
you
make a wish.
this is the dream, to find
gold
at the bottom
of this rainbow) and the glitzy
trance
that we desire
is
all gone.
this is the target,
and
the noose.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
These Mistakes by Chris Trapper
sorbet
floating
by way of the sea, i drive
myself
to the brink of disaster,
flirting
with the idea
of successful dreams, (of happy things).
holding
seven mockingbird eggs
inside
my forlorn little pocket,
feeling
so mockingbird blue...
i continue
to drive
long after there is any road.
i saw it all,
before it happened.
i
loved you...
floating
by way of the sea, i drive
myself
to the brink of disaster,
flirting
with the idea
of successful dreams, (of happy things).
holding
seven mockingbird eggs
inside
my forlorn little pocket,
feeling
so mockingbird blue...
i continue
to drive
long after there is any road.
i saw it all,
before it happened.
i
loved you...
Friday, August 20, 2010
So Beautiful by Pete Murray
angst
held up (i wrap
ice cream cones in tape) praying
i'll hold on
long enough to see them melt.
i take you riding in the car (august light
playing
on the shields (i hide you
in
my arms,
falling fast like rain) and closing in,
roads fast
and pavements hot
(greeted) by eloquent tastings
i glue
my car together and we go.
we go far.
i
hold my heart, so delicately,
while your
ice cream cones
melt together... )
held up (i wrap
ice cream cones in tape) praying
i'll hold on
long enough to see them melt.
i take you riding in the car (august light
playing
on the shields (i hide you
in
my arms,
falling fast like rain) and closing in,
roads fast
and pavements hot
(greeted) by eloquent tastings
i glue
my car together and we go.
we go far.
i
hold my heart, so delicately,
while your
ice cream cones
melt together... )
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Or Something by Speechwriters LLC
flesh wound
surrender? no. i go
until
i quake with loneliness,
with this golden desire
for you.
i keep this idea
of you
locked up like a rocket
in a locket
at my neck
and
i keep holding on, chasing after you.
clasping your little heart
upon its chain
i tug and tug until
it breaks,
red lines scored in to my neck,
but
always fighting
for the brightness, for the winner, for
you.
surrender? no. i go
until
i quake with loneliness,
with this golden desire
for you.
i keep this idea
of you
locked up like a rocket
in a locket
at my neck
and
i keep holding on, chasing after you.
clasping your little heart
upon its chain
i tug and tug until
it breaks,
red lines scored in to my neck,
but
always fighting
for the brightness, for the winner, for
you.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
She Led Me Home by The District
siberia
you may as well be gone,
here
how much i missed you
and
didn't even know
how high the roaming world (the frozen sea, the calm mother earth)
rising wild
inside
the lonesome badlands, taking
trips
alone
into the sea.
you
come back (tell me you'll come back)
and find
a way to be,
climbing (high) with me
to something else,
something
we have never seen...
it
(may as well) be me...
you may as well be gone,
here
how much i missed you
and
didn't even know
how high the roaming world (the frozen sea, the calm mother earth)
rising wild
inside
the lonesome badlands, taking
trips
alone
into the sea.
you
come back (tell me you'll come back)
and find
a way to be,
climbing (high) with me
to something else,
something
we have never seen...
it
(may as well) be me...
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
1BR/1BAA by Vienna Teng
mouth/brain
there seems (to be) a mild
dis.connect
between my fingers
and
my brain, all.8 of them,
shoving
food in madly
while i pretend not.to.see.you...
my three hearts
protect themselves
in ways
you could.not decipher (if your blue-blooded life depended on it),
which
it does. i
scuttle wildly
across the holcomb floor,
sweeping ocean.blur.fear. and bio
luminescence
into a range
of predictions,
un.connected (how-ever-so-far) from reality.
there seems (to be) a mild
dis.connect
between my fingers
and
my brain, all.8 of them,
shoving
food in madly
while i pretend not.to.see.you...
my three hearts
protect themselves
in ways
you could.not decipher (if your blue-blooded life depended on it),
which
it does. i
scuttle wildly
across the holcomb floor,
sweeping ocean.blur.fear. and bio
luminescence
into a range
of predictions,
un.connected (how-ever-so-far) from reality.
Labels:
barn,
blue chair,
chairs,
emptiness,
hand,
rest,
shadow,
sun,
turquoise wall
Monday, August 16, 2010
Duet by Rachel Yamagata
narwhal
busted balloons and unicorns
on
the floor,
i play pretty little pony
until
my toes start to bleed.
i wonder
if you (exist)
at all, if
i will ever find
someone
as magical as you
and
if
you'll descend
into the depths
of my violet world
like
meteorites, or shale.
perhaps
you'll simply swim away...
while
i sit
on my empty floor, and play.
busted balloons and unicorns
on
the floor,
i play pretty little pony
until
my toes start to bleed.
i wonder
if you (exist)
at all, if
i will ever find
someone
as magical as you
and
if
you'll descend
into the depths
of my violet world
like
meteorites, or shale.
perhaps
you'll simply swim away...
while
i sit
on my empty floor, and play.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
This Is That New Song by Badly Drawn Boy
stitches
(hanging on by threads) i hear
your heart,
see it there ripped open
like
a missing limb
or somebody's stitches, an open (hardened) wound
just oozing
with things (best forgotten)
and
i planned, but
i planned wrong.
everything comes undone,
and
i cry (on the couch) holding you
with
your old paws (curled up) inside my hands,
i
love you. and
it all
keeps coming apart...
(hanging on by threads) i hear
your heart,
see it there ripped open
like
a missing limb
or somebody's stitches, an open (hardened) wound
just oozing
with things (best forgotten)
and
i planned, but
i planned wrong.
everything comes undone,
and
i cry (on the couch) holding you
with
your old paws (curled up) inside my hands,
i
love you. and
it all
keeps coming apart...
Labels:
badly drawn boy,
canine,
cheerful heart,
couch,
doctor,
good medicine,
heartbreak,
love,
my dog is sick,
new song,
old age poems,
paws,
proverbs 17:22,
sad,
stitches,
surgery,
veterinarian
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Snow Song by The District
mocha
you are the chair
in
the deserted store, passing by
on
the street (my feet waver
between concrete canopies and those
iron awnings).
i wait with
peevish windows
staring (angry back at me), holding signs
(i am for sale) and
you
are not mine (just) yet / but
someday.
you are the quest that
i call home.
you are the chair
in
the deserted store, passing by
on
the street (my feet waver
between concrete canopies and those
iron awnings).
i wait with
peevish windows
staring (angry back at me), holding signs
(i am for sale) and
you
are not mine (just) yet / but
someday.
you are the quest that
i call home.
Friday, August 13, 2010
Hey Ya by Obadiah Parker
abdi
holding on (flat on floors
i have not swept
and weeping i fall down) but
after all
i find
that it's okay, all this circumstance
we
have between us,
it's all right.
coming back (i light up like
the sky/faded blue /jeans
and
fly back down
to you, wings freezing time. like this.
holding on (flat on floors
i have not swept
and weeping i fall down) but
after all
i find
that it's okay, all this circumstance
we
have between us,
it's all right.
coming back (i light up like
the sky/faded blue /jeans
and
fly back down
to you, wings freezing time. like this.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Won't Let You Go by Shannon Noll
fragile
in the beginning
i
remember you, your belly swelled up
like a bowl
and
it was christmas. i loved you
(even then)
and i remember
holding you up
in the lonesome air
as it whistled around you, merrier than me
while strings of lights
blurred
out of focus
in the background. and
(now),
in the foreground,
i
see a continuation of the blur,
of
the bokeh. i love you
even more (today) i
hope you know.
you are (forever) my
sweet, inflated christmas,
floating off like a balloon.
in the beginning
i
remember you, your belly swelled up
like a bowl
and
it was christmas. i loved you
(even then)
and i remember
holding you up
in the lonesome air
as it whistled around you, merrier than me
while strings of lights
blurred
out of focus
in the background. and
(now),
in the foreground,
i
see a continuation of the blur,
of
the bokeh. i love you
even more (today) i
hope you know.
you are (forever) my
sweet, inflated christmas,
floating off like a balloon.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Pitter Pat by Erin McCarley
jump
sliding down (i hear the momentum coming
like a train)
the fire breaks; streetlights turning on
and
i am in pre-war china, hoping
for you,
brightly out of luck
(tanking)
i run
out to the middle of the street . to lay down
in front of something,
flat as a steamroller
but
still dreaming (i still burn,
flickering
like embers on a box-car
full of flames)...
sliding down (i hear the momentum coming
like a train)
the fire breaks; streetlights turning on
and
i am in pre-war china, hoping
for you,
brightly out of luck
(tanking)
i run
out to the middle of the street . to lay down
in front of something,
flat as a steamroller
but
still dreaming (i still burn,
flickering
like embers on a box-car
full of flames)...
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
To Make You Feel My Love by Jon Peter Lewis
bout
today is the day.suddenly
like
a beast (it is upon me,)
the
top all gooey marshmallow fluff.the
dreams
i had
when.i was older (now)
the crackled graham.cracker
bottom,
unfolding
gradually (and caving in.the world
sinks upon itself),
ghostly cravings
on
the floor, i wait for you.
i miss you already.and
like a s'more
i find out (good things)
with
the bad...
today is the day.suddenly
like
a beast (it is upon me,)
the
top all gooey marshmallow fluff.the
dreams
i had
when.i was older (now)
the crackled graham.cracker
bottom,
unfolding
gradually (and caving in.the world
sinks upon itself),
ghostly cravings
on
the floor, i wait for you.
i miss you already.and
like a s'more
i find out (good things)
with
the bad...
Monday, August 9, 2010
Keep Me Hanging On by Anders Parker
leica
running barefoot (through my birthdays) i
remember
certain things,
like
granny sitting (on the foot)
of
my bed in the dark, holding
one
little cupcake
in her gnarly little hands.my
bed seemed bigger (back then) now
full of nothing/substance
like fondant or
something sweeter.
that's all
there is, a
picture
of us.
running barefoot (through my birthdays) i
remember
certain things,
like
granny sitting (on the foot)
of
my bed in the dark, holding
one
little cupcake
in her gnarly little hands.my
bed seemed bigger (back then) now
full of nothing/substance
like fondant or
something sweeter.
that's all
there is, a
picture
of us.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Sweet And Low by Augustana
swing
opening faucets. learn to breathe (i melt)
in
this hot summer heat. with yours.
i
figure out. the delicate maze
that
creeps. beside me. like the mercury
of
thermometers.
i
crave the water. i
want to turn
(it) on...
opening faucets. learn to breathe (i melt)
in
this hot summer heat. with yours.
i
figure out. the delicate maze
that
creeps. beside me. like the mercury
of
thermometers.
i
crave the water. i
want to turn
(it) on...
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Reason Why by Rachael Yamagata
logic
i must be (yours)
swinging
madly,idle
longing for something
(not here).
i
hold on longer (than before), wrapping
my
little fingers in between the chains.
if
i could
(i would) buy back time,
making
arcs of love
like light.floating through the trees
and
i would bend the fabric
of
my trajectory
into
something more like hope...
it
must be mine.
i must be (yours)
swinging
madly,idle
longing for something
(not here).
i
hold on longer (than before), wrapping
my
little fingers in between the chains.
if
i could
(i would) buy back time,
making
arcs of love
like light.floating through the trees
and
i would bend the fabric
of
my trajectory
into
something more like hope...
it
must be mine.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Passenger Seat by Death Cab For Cutie
holga
rain.swept cloud up
holding.on
tight i.love.this.
feeling
you.
me. car. go. with
cumulus
busted rays above the sky.pouring
out
on us. this golden nucleus
core. us.drenched...
we love.
rain.swept cloud up
holding.on
tight i.love.this.
feeling
you.
me. car. go. with
cumulus
busted rays above the sky.pouring
out
on us. this golden nucleus
core. us.drenched...
we love.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Star Star (Live) by The Frames
star trails
i awake (in a cloud of dust),
hating
the nebular state
in
which i exist,
(currently),
looking around
at the wild cresting tails of
those bright lights
(the ones
that seem to soar about me,
some
how out of reach) and i
(how i need you), how
i
long for some neon star-colored day
when
i can run (and i can fly) and i can
play
in someone else's big backyard,
just waiting
for the sky-crunching thrill
of
shining
(thus) for you.
i awake (in a cloud of dust),
hating
the nebular state
in
which i exist,
(currently),
looking around
at the wild cresting tails of
those bright lights
(the ones
that seem to soar about me,
some
how out of reach) and i
(how i need you), how
i
long for some neon star-colored day
when
i can run (and i can fly) and i can
play
in someone else's big backyard,
just waiting
for the sky-crunching thrill
of
shining
(thus) for you.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Red Chord by The Frames
hatch
if i were a mockingbird,
i
would be afraid of this,
this
owl
placed sideways
like
the beaten tracks of hatchlings
in
the hazy bushes,
midnight (ca)hoots
raging wild
all around
them.
the red wall turns.
if
i were a tree, i
would
be afraid
of this, too,
that
unperturbed by my batted eyes
you
would
willingly
choose another tree
to hide your face, and
keep your wings...
if i were a mockingbird,
i
would be afraid of this,
this
owl
placed sideways
like
the beaten tracks of hatchlings
in
the hazy bushes,
midnight (ca)hoots
raging wild
all around
them.
the red wall turns.
if
i were a tree, i
would
be afraid
of this, too,
that
unperturbed by my batted eyes
you
would
willingly
choose another tree
to hide your face, and
keep your wings...
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Little Stranger by Peter Bradley Adams
the sw(eet)
seraphim climbing (soaring) around
my head
clambor(ing)
through
my brain
ringing bells
and
bouncing off ceilings
like
walls of a cathedral...
your
voice echoes
through my toes. i
can
feel it
in concrete vibrations,
in age old granite (magic sparkles)
inside veins
beneath
my feet,
and
i miss you.
i still think about lights, in this image (i have)
of
you...
seraphim climbing (soaring) around
my head
clambor(ing)
through
my brain
ringing bells
and
bouncing off ceilings
like
walls of a cathedral...
your
voice echoes
through my toes. i
can
feel it
in concrete vibrations,
in age old granite (magic sparkles)
inside veins
beneath
my feet,
and
i miss you.
i still think about lights, in this image (i have)
of
you...
Monday, August 2, 2010
Clean Getaway by Maria Taylor
eiffel tired
i go through emotions
like
a pile of clothes on the floor.
the closet broke,
the
wooden pole split
in half
from the weight (it
couldn't
hold on
any longer) and so i wade
through
deadly pieces,
sleeves and shoulders on the floor
beside my knees
and
they all blur together.
so
many colors, so many folds.
i
build my world
around
the buttons
and
i try
to hold it (all) together...
i go through emotions
like
a pile of clothes on the floor.
the closet broke,
the
wooden pole split
in half
from the weight (it
couldn't
hold on
any longer) and so i wade
through
deadly pieces,
sleeves and shoulders on the floor
beside my knees
and
they all blur together.
so
many colors, so many folds.
i
build my world
around
the buttons
and
i try
to hold it (all) together...
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Longer I Run by Peter Bradley Adams
erudite
following up on this:
(the final chapter)
leaves me breathless,
hair spiked,
clothes undone.
i
run and i run and i run
just
to follow after him,
and
follow after you
on
a foolhardy journey towards the moon.
we
go three times,
come home
and
i take off my wedding clothes,
disappointed in you.
i'm
disappointed in myself.
it's the story after
story
of the sorry man
in the moon....
following up on this:
(the final chapter)
leaves me breathless,
hair spiked,
clothes undone.
i
run and i run and i run
just
to follow after him,
and
follow after you
on
a foolhardy journey towards the moon.
we
go three times,
come home
and
i take off my wedding clothes,
disappointed in you.
i'm
disappointed in myself.
it's the story after
story
of the sorry man
in the moon....
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