fulcrum
i (feel) as if
we
have once again (entered)
the
blistery patch of road
of cuteness
where
(you hang up first) (no you) (no you)
becomes our mantra, our
relationship.
all the signs
are
leading there (and)
yet
i find
no shortage of (stoplights),
of signs
that
tell me (how far) away
from
home you are, (how)
far
we have come.
i hold on
to
that idea...
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Song Without Words Op. 19 #6 by Felix Mendelssohn
briar-ridge
hello
(like the color of heather/
on the bay) and
goodbye
(to martha's vineyard), i'll be
setting sail
(like growing
my own teeth) and
i cannot wait.
here.
the time comes (in) and goes
(like tide)
and
everything you are (to me)
all
comes down
(to)
just one thing:
the sun
going down (in the sky).
i
like the color
of
your face...
hello
(like the color of heather/
on the bay) and
goodbye
(to martha's vineyard), i'll be
setting sail
(like growing
my own teeth) and
i cannot wait.
here.
the time comes (in) and goes
(like tide)
and
everything you are (to me)
all
comes down
(to)
just one thing:
the sun
going down (in the sky).
i
like the color
of
your face...
Monday, June 28, 2010
Lieberstraumme by Franz Liszt
mayor/town
as it rains,
i
have this fear of heights
(i keep myself
from climbing)
the stars
fall down
like trains
in the night
(and)
i point my chin at the sky.
i
have this fear of
falling...
as it rains,
i
have this fear of heights
(i keep myself
from climbing)
the stars
fall down
like trains
in the night
(and)
i point my chin at the sky.
i
have this fear of
falling...
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Gymnopedies No. 1 by Erik Satie
bent
like a farmer's tan
(my eye)
only goes halfway
across.
the horizon glows and
(this orange stripe)
unbecoming /as it is/
continues.
to carry
me
through/out
the world (and)
only
pieces of me shine.
oddball shirts
/and/
(sun)shine...
like a farmer's tan
(my eye)
only goes halfway
across.
the horizon glows and
(this orange stripe)
unbecoming /as it is/
continues.
to carry
me
through/out
the world (and)
only
pieces of me shine.
oddball shirts
/and/
(sun)shine...
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Fur Elise by Beethoven
enya
chicken marsala, chocolate cake
and
streamers--this is a birthday
party
four months
(before) the birth day--
and
i like it.
i am having fun.
the fan is on,
and
my hair blows.
paper plates (disheveled) on the wind
unfurl
below the boxes
and the bags
complete
the scene, it is a celebration.
we
pull the cake
off
our faces...
chicken marsala, chocolate cake
and
streamers--this is a birthday
party
four months
(before) the birth day--
and
i like it.
i am having fun.
the fan is on,
and
my hair blows.
paper plates (disheveled) on the wind
unfurl
below the boxes
and the bags
complete
the scene, it is a celebration.
we
pull the cake
off
our faces...
Friday, June 25, 2010
The Swan by Camille Saint-Saens
algonquin
the deep jade color
of
your eyes
(i held a baby
and she
didn't cry)
the neon orange sky
like
piles
of traffic cones
(i held your head up
with
a sigh)
and
the faded blue denim rain
(it falls
steady
when
you say goodbye) and
the
lonely pink heart
i keep
just for me, the unbroken prism
deep
inside...
the deep jade color
of
your eyes
(i held a baby
and she
didn't cry)
the neon orange sky
like
piles
of traffic cones
(i held your head up
with
a sigh)
and
the faded blue denim rain
(it falls
steady
when
you say goodbye) and
the
lonely pink heart
i keep
just for me, the unbroken prism
deep
inside...
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Queenie's Suite by Nick Cave & Warren Ellis
oregano
you are my svengali,
like
spaghetti
(i recall the way
you made me taste,
empty rhetoric
like noodles
in my mouth)
and
in between all the cans
i try to
keep my goods in
(alphabetical) order and
away
from the neon glare
of
those stage lights, the ones
from you,
the ones i crave
(and talk to
during
nights like this).
i
am
your svengali,
and i speak
through you.
you are my svengali,
like
spaghetti
(i recall the way
you made me taste,
empty rhetoric
like noodles
in my mouth)
and
in between all the cans
i try to
keep my goods in
(alphabetical) order and
away
from the neon glare
of
those stage lights, the ones
from you,
the ones i crave
(and talk to
during
nights like this).
i
am
your svengali,
and i speak
through you.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Mary in Labor by Paul Cantelon
indent
(i have a scar).
it is
on my knee,
affixed to (the place)
where
i fell down.
it hurts.
(i can't feel anything,
anymore).
i have a scar.
it is
on my heart...
(i have a scar).
it is
on my knee,
affixed to (the place)
where
i fell down.
it hurts.
(i can't feel anything,
anymore).
i have a scar.
it is
on my heart...
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Aspirin Vs Arsenic by Eric Bachmann
end/ing
my daisies are dead,
the
happy flower
in the spotted bowl
has gone
(and)
all the things i thought
were good for me
are not.
i find it difficult to believe
in
life
when all the pretty petals
keep falling
(lonesome)
to the floor, and as i pluck them
off,
i repeat my vows:
he
loves me. he loves
me not...
my daisies are dead,
the
happy flower
in the spotted bowl
has gone
(and)
all the things i thought
were good for me
are not.
i find it difficult to believe
in
life
when all the pretty petals
keep falling
(lonesome)
to the floor, and as i pluck them
off,
i repeat my vows:
he
loves me. he loves
me not...
Monday, June 21, 2010
Embraced by Paul Cardall
infant
embraced in feathers (like
a pillow)
i fall
into the soft and fluffy (wish) maybe
thought
of
you.
it is where i belong.
heaven
(like a cotton ball)
is
a dream (and)
i fall asleep thinking of you,
trying
to determine my fate.
you
came in white...
you
leave a rose...
embraced in feathers (like
a pillow)
i fall
into the soft and fluffy (wish) maybe
thought
of
you.
it is where i belong.
heaven
(like a cotton ball)
is
a dream (and)
i fall asleep thinking of you,
trying
to determine my fate.
you
came in white...
you
leave a rose...
Sunday, June 20, 2010
The 9th Level by Two Star Symphony
3-D
without you
time
is just a blur.
it passes, fades away
like
smoke on the screen with
purple edges,
pulling out ghosts
and
silhouettes.
i
can't look at you (nor at the sun)
and
my heart is like two pinholes
from which
this story is projected
onto a black hole wall for
all the
world to see.
with you, my vision (never)
sharpens...
without you
time
is just a blur.
it passes, fades away
like
smoke on the screen with
purple edges,
pulling out ghosts
and
silhouettes.
i
can't look at you (nor at the sun)
and
my heart is like two pinholes
from which
this story is projected
onto a black hole wall for
all the
world to see.
with you, my vision (never)
sharpens...
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Song From A Secret Garden by Secret Garden
myopic
holding you (in my arms)
seeing
your pink skin
(your hand in my hand),
like this,
i
never close my eyes.
picture this (picture you)
twelve years from now
on
this day, this love,
holding my big heart (in your hands).
i
held yours, today, (right now),
and
i keep you (small)
this way, forever.
holding you (in my arms)
seeing
your pink skin
(your hand in my hand),
like this,
i
never close my eyes.
picture this (picture you)
twelve years from now
on
this day, this love,
holding my big heart (in your hands).
i
held yours, today, (right now),
and
i keep you (small)
this way, forever.
Friday, June 18, 2010
Barcelona by Jim Brickman
un-even
this is not my nose.
i
borrow it
when i'm feeling down,
turn it blue
and
liquify
(the snot out of it)
in photo-shop.
i
find it,
pointed in the wrong direction.
(it
takes some doing)
because
this is not my nose...
this is not my nose.
i
borrow it
when i'm feeling down,
turn it blue
and
liquify
(the snot out of it)
in photo-shop.
i
find it,
pointed in the wrong direction.
(it
takes some doing)
because
this is not my nose...
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Elephants (Instrumental) by Rachael Yamagata
leviathan
out of the sea,
these
monsters (keep coming)
after me.
teeth
and flailing limbs
keep (nothing)
in the air,
the whales of consequence
swim
un-disturbed (and so)
i wait.
i doggie-paddle my (defiant) way
into
the mouth
of a bigger monster,
more wild and overwhelming
than you...
but scarier,
nontheless...
out of the sea,
these
monsters (keep coming)
after me.
teeth
and flailing limbs
keep (nothing)
in the air,
the whales of consequence
swim
un-disturbed (and so)
i wait.
i doggie-paddle my (defiant) way
into
the mouth
of a bigger monster,
more wild and overwhelming
than you...
but scarier,
nontheless...
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Short Careers by Eric Bachmann
lake/wood
we all race
to
the finish line,
holding
tighter
to the fray,
blankets clutched
about our bodies,
waiting tired
for
the bay.
we want this.
going faster (like a race)
we
put
our feet
on skates
like ticker tape
and run.
that's all it is...
for fun.
we all race
to
the finish line,
holding
tighter
to the fray,
blankets clutched
about our bodies,
waiting tired
for
the bay.
we want this.
going faster (like a race)
we
put
our feet
on skates
like ticker tape
and run.
that's all it is...
for fun.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Breeze in G by James Todd
primrose
evening tracks
set up the morning
(the horses say hello)
and
fences
never back down,
they smile.
clouds cover (every)little thing,
i see you.
he
lets it slide.
the sunlight
shines, and you
go back home (alone)....
evening tracks
set up the morning
(the horses say hello)
and
fences
never back down,
they smile.
clouds cover (every)little thing,
i see you.
he
lets it slide.
the sunlight
shines, and you
go back home (alone)....
Monday, June 14, 2010
Time by Paul Cardall
hello/beyond
throwing (this balloon) up
to
the sky (and back) it comes
to me;
holding
on (with fingers) curled
tightly (to my soul)
i listen
for the words
(of goodbye)
this beyond (the grain)/sunshine
higher/higher,
(blue sky)
on green
(and) i hear it, (the words)
i
didn't want to say.
i
blow myself out, (like candles), and
let my hand
fall back (to my side).
throwing (this balloon) up
to
the sky (and back) it comes
to me;
holding
on (with fingers) curled
tightly (to my soul)
i listen
for the words
(of goodbye)
this beyond (the grain)/sunshine
higher/higher,
(blue sky)
on green
(and) i hear it, (the words)
i
didn't want to say.
i
blow myself out, (like candles), and
let my hand
fall back (to my side).
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Below the Beams by Grace Potter & The Nocturnals
first things first
(first) thing to do:
get rid
of all the clothes
(that)
remind me of you.
difficult,
because
that's like
trying to breathe
(without)
reminding yourself
of
the air...
i see you.
(in
everything).
guess
i'll walk around naked,
forever...
maybe hope
no one
will notice
the sad (and lonely)
look up
(on my face)...
(first) thing to do:
get rid
of all the clothes
(that)
remind me of you.
difficult,
because
that's like
trying to breathe
(without)
reminding yourself
of
the air...
i see you.
(in
everything).
guess
i'll walk around naked,
forever...
maybe hope
no one
will notice
the sad (and lonely)
look up
(on my face)...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
George Winston Canon in C
exit
in the waiting line,
i
merge thoughts (of you)
together
with memories
(and futons)
like dresses
swaying
on (the line).
the
mannequins
swirl and flood
the floor, with
time
and money in their pockets,
and i
shine. needlessly.
no
one can see me. (and)
the line
keeps moving...
in the waiting line,
i
merge thoughts (of you)
together
with memories
(and futons)
like dresses
swaying
on (the line).
the
mannequins
swirl and flood
the floor, with
time
and money in their pockets,
and i
shine. needlessly.
no
one can see me. (and)
the line
keeps moving...
Friday, June 11, 2010
December by George Winston
heat
cool air flows
(like
the hot orange color of
a glow
in the dark
bracelet)
and it
pulls my hair back,
lisping.
my nose is cold.
i
find relief
in someone else's fur
and
for a moment,
my blood stops flowing.
it's
a hundred degrees
in your arms.
i hold it (hot)
inside my heart
as i journey far away
from you,
frozen / lonely / and
frigid...
into the
backlands of passion.
cool air flows
(like
the hot orange color of
a glow
in the dark
bracelet)
and it
pulls my hair back,
lisping.
my nose is cold.
i
find relief
in someone else's fur
and
for a moment,
my blood stops flowing.
it's
a hundred degrees
in your arms.
i hold it (hot)
inside my heart
as i journey far away
from you,
frozen / lonely / and
frigid...
into the
backlands of passion.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
The Phantom of the Opera by Andrew Lloyd Webber
chasing phantoms
years later, i run
in
the same direction,
east by southeast
on
a plain-dead trajectory,
lying. i
find you
in every tree, in every path,
in
every song.
i sing, dead-pan face,
stinging breath
pulled
out from tired lungs,
holding
change (out in front of me) on a limb
like
a carrot.
with
my dog-ged tread
you haunt me,
(haggard and still),
nine
thousand miles later...
years later, i run
in
the same direction,
east by southeast
on
a plain-dead trajectory,
lying. i
find you
in every tree, in every path,
in
every song.
i sing, dead-pan face,
stinging breath
pulled
out from tired lungs,
holding
change (out in front of me) on a limb
like
a carrot.
with
my dog-ged tread
you haunt me,
(haggard and still),
nine
thousand miles later...
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Paradise Found by Michael Giacchino
eskimo
early morning (dew)
i
stand in ant beds
like
a garden gnome
waiting for
the sun
to
come up.
it
slowly rises,
in cambodia,
changing colors
green to
orange, and the birds
flicker
through
like fairies.
late night, (and)
this is
how
i would have it...
early morning (dew)
i
stand in ant beds
like
a garden gnome
waiting for
the sun
to
come up.
it
slowly rises,
in cambodia,
changing colors
green to
orange, and the birds
flicker
through
like fairies.
late night, (and)
this is
how
i would have it...
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Violin Concerto No. 4 in D Major by Mozart
cicada
the hum (of the city)
exists
solely in
my mind, and it drones on.
it
is one note. (it comes)
from the
edges of the trees,
standing heat,
flying sound
like an echo's solar footprint
(and i hear it
come).
it beckons me,
ringing voices
in my ears
just
always out of reach (and)
hums on
into eternity...
the hum (of the city)
exists
solely in
my mind, and it drones on.
it
is one note. (it comes)
from the
edges of the trees,
standing heat,
flying sound
like an echo's solar footprint
(and i hear it
come).
it beckons me,
ringing voices
in my ears
just
always out of reach (and)
hums on
into eternity...
Monday, June 7, 2010
Serenade No. 13 for Strings by Mozart
sound and fury
i hear
(an explosion) eight
miles away
in a (pecan) plantation.
i hear it rumble,
hear the strings.
they vibrate
like tornadoes,
breaking
arduous rainstorms (in two)
like bells,
furious
in the sky
with flames...
i
hear the fire,
burning,
for you...
i hear
(an explosion) eight
miles away
in a (pecan) plantation.
i hear it rumble,
hear the strings.
they vibrate
like tornadoes,
breaking
arduous rainstorms (in two)
like bells,
furious
in the sky
with flames...
i
hear the fire,
burning,
for you...
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Out Of The Deep, Anthem for 6 Voices by Orlando Gibbons
holga
in search of bokeh,
i squint
my eyes
and bow my head,
opening just
one iris
to look at you.
you
make me sad.
people grow and flowers bend
in bars
like
gardens
down the street (and)
i
close my other eye.
it
still sees you.
so
do i, even through
the
bokeh branches...
in search of bokeh,
i squint
my eyes
and bow my head,
opening just
one iris
to look at you.
you
make me sad.
people grow and flowers bend
in bars
like
gardens
down the street (and)
i
close my other eye.
it
still sees you.
so
do i, even through
the
bokeh branches...
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Christus Factus Est, Motet by Felice Anerio
capricious
waking up,
birds
weave
nests of allegory
on
top of heads
of
state,
swaying
heroically
back and forth like
little
dr.
seuss trees,
yellow/gold
in fiery green lawns
stretching
out to morning,
wings
up
in the air, frightened,
little
birds
waving
their symbolic little feet
over the edge...
waking up,
birds
weave
nests of allegory
on
top of heads
of
state,
swaying
heroically
back and forth like
little
dr.
seuss trees,
yellow/gold
in fiery green lawns
stretching
out to morning,
wings
up
in the air, frightened,
little
birds
waving
their symbolic little feet
over the edge...
Friday, June 4, 2010
Herzlick Tut Mich Verlangen by Bach
bird
without a sound
destiny
floats, tree to tree,
silent ground
(wild willow ways)
like water
by the boat
with hope (and without wings)
and
so like birds
they
dig
big holes
(and place me in them).
without a sound
destiny
floats, tree to tree,
silent ground
(wild willow ways)
like water
by the boat
with hope (and without wings)
and
so like birds
they
dig
big holes
(and place me in them).
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven
somber
the last flickering
moments
of a pineapple candle,
all
lit up, little wicks
floating
in a hot pool
of yellow wax,
i blow out
like smoke.
i
throw a tantrum
of
gargantuan proportions,
fighting oxygen
to
breathe
and bleeding light...
the last flickering
moments
of a pineapple candle,
all
lit up, little wicks
floating
in a hot pool
of yellow wax,
i blow out
like smoke.
i
throw a tantrum
of
gargantuan proportions,
fighting oxygen
to
breathe
and bleeding light...
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Piano Sonata No. 14 by Beethoven
adept
the problem with you
is
you fracture your fingers
on
the piano,
playing
it too hard.
you leave
bruises
on keys,
some black
and some blue,
some others
left untouched.
the problem
with
(you)
is you
keep
trying to stretch
too far.
you
run away
much too quickly,
falling
over backwards
and
banging your
hands
against
the delicate keys...
the problem with you
is
you fracture your fingers
on
the piano,
playing
it too hard.
you leave
bruises
on keys,
some black
and some blue,
some others
left untouched.
the problem
with
(you)
is you
keep
trying to stretch
too far.
you
run away
much too quickly,
falling
over backwards
and
banging your
hands
against
the delicate keys...
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Fantaisie for Piano & Orchestra, L. 73 by Claude Debussy
yo-yo
overwhelming up
and
down, i move in dreams
round
in circles
like
the eye of london,
only smaller.
less enthused.
life circles,
sun
and set, spiders
dig their holes
and
i flail in random cycles,
unbound
by the tradition
of
building
whatever it is
you
flung at me
to
make me stick (here) and
never leave...
overwhelming up
and
down, i move in dreams
round
in circles
like
the eye of london,
only smaller.
less enthused.
life circles,
sun
and set, spiders
dig their holes
and
i flail in random cycles,
unbound
by the tradition
of
building
whatever it is
you
flung at me
to
make me stick (here) and
never leave...
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