obsessed
i came to see
you
(bizarre) messages and
my dream
was not the same
i felt like flying
but my mildly dusty wig
and
soiled blue shoes
i put on petit fours
to
be by myself
and
flew on rocket ships
to
get to you
but
then you didn't want me.
i
fell down. i
woke disheveled from my (dream)
and
took the impressed heart
you
left in
my chest cavity
and
finally
gave up on you...
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Light On My Shoulder by Susie Suh
backlight
i walk at night
alone
between yellow-flag barriers
and
i see your headlights
in
the dark.
my breath
(so
unlike before...)
makes smoke
like
little scuba-diving memories
in
the summertime.
my scarf dances
as
the streetlight shadow passes.
you
hold my ungloved hand.
i walk at night
alone
between yellow-flag barriers
and
i see your headlights
in
the dark.
my breath
(so
unlike before...)
makes smoke
like
little scuba-diving memories
in
the summertime.
my scarf dances
as
the streetlight shadow passes.
you
hold my ungloved hand.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Looking At Her Face by Tyrone Wells
vows
i look at all
the people (in love) and
at bridezilla
shooting
off obscenities
at
postmen
and
i remember you,
your
face,
on
last year's (valentine) day. i
wish for love
this time,
that
it would find me, and
then
i would understand
this fuss
over trivialities.
i would get married,
barefoot,
in a field,
just to have your feet
walking
the same sweet direction
(as mine)...
i look at all
the people (in love) and
at bridezilla
shooting
off obscenities
at
postmen
and
i remember you,
your
face,
on
last year's (valentine) day. i
wish for love
this time,
that
it would find me, and
then
i would understand
this fuss
over trivialities.
i would get married,
barefoot,
in a field,
just to have your feet
walking
the same sweet direction
(as mine)...
Thursday, January 28, 2010
When The War Is Over by The Bittersweets
pandora
cold(play)
sings
the scientist song
(and)
i want to scream
into the speakers
for
every single fish
swimming
through
the state
of
wedded bliss
(i)
want to know
what was said
in
those
secret holidays
(that) you had
in the world (away)
from my
heart.
so
i want to know
how it feels,
what the hell
i
did wrong,
and how
(instead of progress)
i created
this
naked vortex we call
separation...
cold(play)
sings
the scientist song
(and)
i want to scream
into the speakers
for
every single fish
swimming
through
the state
of
wedded bliss
(i)
want to know
what was said
in
those
secret holidays
(that) you had
in the world (away)
from my
heart.
so
i want to know
how it feels,
what the hell
i
did wrong,
and how
(instead of progress)
i created
this
naked vortex we call
separation...
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Good Enough by Sarah McLachlan
saccharine
the sugar cookie (sweet)
of
this
special day
(i never)
thought
you'd be here
singing
my song to me
(i) fly like birds
to you
down aisles
like
flutes of fire
and
somehow
(things) are sweeter
right
before i
get to you...
the sugar cookie (sweet)
of
this
special day
(i never)
thought
you'd be here
singing
my song to me
(i) fly like birds
to you
down aisles
like
flutes of fire
and
somehow
(things) are sweeter
right
before i
get to you...
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Morning Yearning by Ben Harper
transparent
i keep
holding (onto)
things
i have no
business holding onto
and
i saw this (little girl)
back in june,
she put on her mother's veil
and
preened
and i feel just like that.
i am
naive and underscored
with the value
of
being alone,
the novelty
of being adored (and)
i feel
like things are
only vaguely
what they
are supposed to be...
i keep
holding (onto)
things
i have no
business holding onto
and
i saw this (little girl)
back in june,
she put on her mother's veil
and
preened
and i feel just like that.
i am
naive and underscored
with the value
of
being alone,
the novelty
of being adored (and)
i feel
like things are
only vaguely
what they
are supposed to be...
Monday, January 25, 2010
Plane by Jason Mraz
hollow you
the genetic
(in)frequencies
of aging
(i play)
your truffles slooow
like the lottery
and
mouse of men
like
cream of mushroom soup (you)
couldn't do
anything
to stop me.
i'm bringin' the mulah baby,
working hard
to define
those qualities
that fade
(like) chocolate
between the
(wrinkled) lines of time,
and love,
and sanity...
the genetic
(in)frequencies
of aging
(i play)
your truffles slooow
like the lottery
and
mouse of men
like
cream of mushroom soup (you)
couldn't do
anything
to stop me.
i'm bringin' the mulah baby,
working hard
to define
those qualities
that fade
(like) chocolate
between the
(wrinkled) lines of time,
and love,
and sanity...
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Photographs & Memories by Jason Reeves
naked
i go
through the motions
of loving you (flying)
reckless and
indiscreet
with scars on my knees
from bowing down.
i woke up
(fine)
without you.
and
six months ago
i stepped
off a plane,
terminally yours
and
desperately uncouth,
ready
to fly into your arms.
it didn't happen.
as
the turbulence grew,
i knew.
there's only one God, boy,
and
you're not Him...
i go
through the motions
of loving you (flying)
reckless and
indiscreet
with scars on my knees
from bowing down.
i woke up
(fine)
without you.
and
six months ago
i stepped
off a plane,
terminally yours
and
desperately uncouth,
ready
to fly into your arms.
it didn't happen.
as
the turbulence grew,
i knew.
there's only one God, boy,
and
you're not Him...
Saturday, January 23, 2010
No Regrets by Forest Sun
ode
today was all about
cleaning
out things
i'll never need (like rain)
and
yesterday
that included you...
i
put away the clothes
your
mother gave me,
piled my
old
soccer shoes
in a bag,
left you
on the curb
with
every memory (we made),
each
cleat-shaped mark
you left beneath my clothes
on
(the skin above)
my weary old heart
beating wildly as
the
hail upon
the pavement...
today was all about
cleaning
out things
i'll never need (like rain)
and
yesterday
that included you...
i
put away the clothes
your
mother gave me,
piled my
old
soccer shoes
in a bag,
left you
on the curb
with
every memory (we made),
each
cleat-shaped mark
you left beneath my clothes
on
(the skin above)
my weary old heart
beating wildly as
the
hail upon
the pavement...
Friday, January 22, 2010
Sad Eyes by Josh Rouse
incredulous
some (where)
in my prairie
is
a map (shaped)
like your ears
and
it's the
way to love,
to true love
(and to that) uncanny bliss
you find,
in the morning,
in a field (when)
you stumble upon
an
empty world.
and (suddenly) it's yours,
it's
all yours,
for
the taking...
some (where)
in my prairie
is
a map (shaped)
like your ears
and
it's the
way to love,
to true love
(and to that) uncanny bliss
you find,
in the morning,
in a field (when)
you stumble upon
an
empty world.
and (suddenly) it's yours,
it's
all yours,
for
the taking...
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Relentless by Audreye Sessions
mask
funny what this does
to you
i
see
your face (all the time)
in the forest
with
the trees
in winter
when
they have lost
their hair
and
all those scragged edges
cry out
to me "love me, love me"
i feel your heart
(it fades)
as bedraggled as the sun,
while
it scrapes
across
the hard-edged furor
of a
january tree
in snow...
funny what this does
to you
i
see
your face (all the time)
in the forest
with
the trees
in winter
when
they have lost
their hair
and
all those scragged edges
cry out
to me "love me, love me"
i feel your heart
(it fades)
as bedraggled as the sun,
while
it scrapes
across
the hard-edged furor
of a
january tree
in snow...
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
All The Way Down by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova
catastrophic
this pink madness
might
be the death of me.
apart from
the ways i want you
to
be my tiffany blue,
my
digital crayon vortex
does its best
to
drown me
in a pale violet memory:
it's you,
darling.
you're the reason
why
they invented the
spiral
blessing
they call the
pencil sharpener...
in
slow motion
the shavings fall
like
proposals...
this pink madness
might
be the death of me.
apart from
the ways i want you
to
be my tiffany blue,
my
digital crayon vortex
does its best
to
drown me
in a pale violet memory:
it's you,
darling.
you're the reason
why
they invented the
spiral
blessing
they call the
pencil sharpener...
in
slow motion
the shavings fall
like
proposals...
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Please Turn Red by Andy Davis
milliner
i destruct
legalese
with the knowledge between
my
baby little toes but (baby)
i have no idea
what you mean
when you say
goodbye.
no way (you really meant to say)
what
i heap
upon my head (oh)
nimble fingers,
nimble mind
and i am limber
as a girl, a
flying monkey newsboy
caught
between my visions
of
destruction, of love, of
being
yours,
(truly)...
i destruct
legalese
with the knowledge between
my
baby little toes but (baby)
i have no idea
what you mean
when you say
goodbye.
no way (you really meant to say)
what
i heap
upon my head (oh)
nimble fingers,
nimble mind
and i am limber
as a girl, a
flying monkey newsboy
caught
between my visions
of
destruction, of love, of
being
yours,
(truly)...
Monday, January 18, 2010
She's Been Writing by Ocean Colour Scene
marino
i keep falling
for
blue skies (and cheetos).
my last
day
as a 25 year old and
i think about
things
like the berlin wall,
how they never last
and
(about how) even all
the boundaries
i set
with you
couldn't keep you from
crossing
the line.
i think
about fish (how they fool you),
and
gray skies
falling down...
i keep falling
for
blue skies (and cheetos).
my last
day
as a 25 year old and
i think about
things
like the berlin wall,
how they never last
and
(about how) even all
the boundaries
i set
with you
couldn't keep you from
crossing
the line.
i think
about fish (how they fool you),
and
gray skies
falling down...
Sunday, January 17, 2010
The Grass is Blue by Norah Jones
outreach
gratitude and
cold blue
animosity
(your speech)
leaves me speechless
i
wake up haunted by
my own self,
still
singing
"you are my sunshine"
(the sad version)
to myself
with
one little tear
snaking
down the shallow side
of my
cheek
to land like gangrene
on my pillow.
that's how
you do it
when
you wake up alone
every morning
for
twenty-six years.
you
say thank you,
and
then you swim away...
gratitude and
cold blue
animosity
(your speech)
leaves me speechless
i
wake up haunted by
my own self,
still
singing
"you are my sunshine"
(the sad version)
to myself
with
one little tear
snaking
down the shallow side
of my
cheek
to land like gangrene
on my pillow.
that's how
you do it
when
you wake up alone
every morning
for
twenty-six years.
you
say thank you,
and
then you swim away...
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Better by Matthew Brookshire
cheer
when no amount
of
adulation
matters anymore
and
you just put duct tape
on your wounds
(knowing they're
just one
scar
away from
pouring out your soul)
when you pray God
forgiveness
from heaping
all your
personal retribution
upon the world,
when you crawl back
to this mound of sorrows
(which is me) and
trip
on
the curb,
you won't even hear
the claps of praise
anymore,
because you would have the prize:
you
would have me.
when no amount
of
adulation
matters anymore
and
you just put duct tape
on your wounds
(knowing they're
just one
scar
away from
pouring out your soul)
when you pray God
forgiveness
from heaping
all your
personal retribution
upon the world,
when you crawl back
to this mound of sorrows
(which is me) and
trip
on
the curb,
you won't even hear
the claps of praise
anymore,
because you would have the prize:
you
would have me.
Friday, January 15, 2010
This Years Love by David Gray
dark
last night
i laid awake
with my white arm
wrapped
around my (empty) heart
and
i thought about the
fallacies
of dreaming.
what
you don't understand
is that
i'm glad to
be your buddy (but)
realize sometimes
i just
need a friend
who
will be friendly back.
i laid
on my back
and looked up
at my sky
(at the edges of the
ceiling fan
receding into the darkness)
and i felt
something letting go...
last night
i laid awake
with my white arm
wrapped
around my (empty) heart
and
i thought about the
fallacies
of dreaming.
what
you don't understand
is that
i'm glad to
be your buddy (but)
realize sometimes
i just
need a friend
who
will be friendly back.
i laid
on my back
and looked up
at my sky
(at the edges of the
ceiling fan
receding into the darkness)
and i felt
something letting go...
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Rewind by Paolo Nutini
eli
wednesday (only)
tuesday in my head i
keep writing books
like i
belong here,
like it's not
the end of the world...
apocalyptic places
take
my head, and spin it
like a
mexican piñata.
on (thursday)
there are tacos
for the people
(with gold stars).
i won't get one
but
i keep on trying.
i have to. i
am always one day ahead
of my self, and at
this end
of the world,
you know,
that's a terminal
condition...
wednesday (only)
tuesday in my head i
keep writing books
like i
belong here,
like it's not
the end of the world...
apocalyptic places
take
my head, and spin it
like a
mexican piñata.
on (thursday)
there are tacos
for the people
(with gold stars).
i won't get one
but
i keep on trying.
i have to. i
am always one day ahead
of my self, and at
this end
of the world,
you know,
that's a terminal
condition...
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Roll On by The Weepies
rolltide
taken by an
aristocratic vein
i wait
for someone to get me
and
i listen to the wind
as
amos lee sings it and
no one
out there yet
can
hear me,
so oh, i say,
and stop,
but they keep on taking,
pouring all
these empty veins
into
a vial.
body,
you betray me...
taken by an
aristocratic vein
i wait
for someone to get me
and
i listen to the wind
as
amos lee sings it and
no one
out there yet
can
hear me,
so oh, i say,
and stop,
but they keep on taking,
pouring all
these empty veins
into
a vial.
body,
you betray me...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
F-Stop Blues by Jack Johnson
climbing
back down
in tepid water
we
all fall (up) at
some point, so i
only
wish one wish
for you
and
that is
that your
noodles would be blue,
as blue as the sky,
and
that someday
in a distant january
(when) you fall down
once more,
that
you would remember
who
i was to you.
(how) i
saved you...
back down
in tepid water
we
all fall (up) at
some point, so i
only
wish one wish
for you
and
that is
that your
noodles would be blue,
as blue as the sky,
and
that someday
in a distant january
(when) you fall down
once more,
that
you would remember
who
i was to you.
(how) i
saved you...
Monday, January 11, 2010
Having Wings By Ben Harper
aerial
the magnitude
of what you've asked
me to do
sets in (about the time)
we
take off
and
halfway there
a
piece of birthday balloon,
half-shriveled and
half-curled floats
along the bird line
on
your horizon (so)
i reach for it,
my hand out
the open
side of
this
helicopter,
dragging
us round and round
and
buoying me up
on
the hope
of maybe,
baby,
and
(all) the g-forces
related
to you...
the magnitude
of what you've asked
me to do
sets in (about the time)
we
take off
and
halfway there
a
piece of birthday balloon,
half-shriveled and
half-curled floats
along the bird line
on
your horizon (so)
i reach for it,
my hand out
the open
side of
this
helicopter,
dragging
us round and round
and
buoying me up
on
the hope
of maybe,
baby,
and
(all) the g-forces
related
to you...
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Shadows and Regrets by Yellowcard
hello
two hugs and
i feel
(that sliver), that thing,
that
thin pencil shaving of regret,
shadows
on my wall
and
the dry shaking film
in
my hands, negatives
dripping themselves
clean
on my heart
i feel it (like)
that
moment of emulsion
when light reverses:
things become clear.
(in black and white)
i
write it down and
take your picture, but most of all
i remember
the creaming phase,
when our hearts
floated
all flaked and
disheveled
to the surface,
(unattached)
out of focus
and immiscible
forever...
two hugs and
i feel
(that sliver), that thing,
that
thin pencil shaving of regret,
shadows
on my wall
and
the dry shaking film
in
my hands, negatives
dripping themselves
clean
on my heart
i feel it (like)
that
moment of emulsion
when light reverses:
things become clear.
(in black and white)
i
write it down and
take your picture, but most of all
i remember
the creaming phase,
when our hearts
floated
all flaked and
disheveled
to the surface,
(unattached)
out of focus
and immiscible
forever...
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Fly by Jet Black Stare
gifted
like one thin spiral
ribbon
i trace my thumb
along the
twisted line of
this whole sordid affair,
and
all its festive little pieces.
i clutch the end
of it,
dragging one
at a time
with my
little finger across
the open blade
of
a pair of scissors.
i watch
it spinning madly
(out of control),
like somebody's life,
and
i cling
to this eternal thrill
of putting happy little bows
with
happy little curls
on all these
final, empty things...
like one thin spiral
ribbon
i trace my thumb
along the
twisted line of
this whole sordid affair,
and
all its festive little pieces.
i clutch the end
of it,
dragging one
at a time
with my
little finger across
the open blade
of
a pair of scissors.
i watch
it spinning madly
(out of control),
like somebody's life,
and
i cling
to this eternal thrill
of putting happy little bows
with
happy little curls
on all these
final, empty things...
Friday, January 8, 2010
Let Go By Shane Hines
complicated
destined for this
i
wipe the grin off my face
and
there are some things
you don't
want the nurse to say
as
she hooks up
your i.v. so
i smile
and
lean back into a chair
that feels like
something my grandma
made out of yarn and
wipe the cold sweat
off
my forehead
i pull one arm out
of my sweater
suddenly warm and
the implications of this drip
mean a
whole lot more as
i hear her
say,
"don't look..."
destined for this
i
wipe the grin off my face
and
there are some things
you don't
want the nurse to say
as
she hooks up
your i.v. so
i smile
and
lean back into a chair
that feels like
something my grandma
made out of yarn and
wipe the cold sweat
off
my forehead
i pull one arm out
of my sweater
suddenly warm and
the implications of this drip
mean a
whole lot more as
i hear her
say,
"don't look..."
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Green Island Lullaby by Vienna Teng
melting
dance ocelot dance
and
lend me your fur i
remain cold,
distant
as alaska i
plead with nature don't
be cruel i
find myself as fiendish
as the
froth
on chocolate milk i
place demands
on people i
need you entire
time zones
away,
in my wake as
i crawl to you
unhappy
and discordant as i
sing my
faunal
lullaby,
dance ocelot dance...
dance ocelot dance
and
lend me your fur i
remain cold,
distant
as alaska i
plead with nature don't
be cruel i
find myself as fiendish
as the
froth
on chocolate milk i
place demands
on people i
need you entire
time zones
away,
in my wake as
i crawl to you
unhappy
and discordant as i
sing my
faunal
lullaby,
dance ocelot dance...
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Ocean by Hanna McEuen
perspicacity
with all the ocean
between
us, we
wait. we sway.
we dance
the ocean dance like
moonbeams in
the
day-time (we) owe it
all to you, to
swallowed leaves
on top of old screen doors
and
swallowtail doves
on
fence posts, (we)
discover things
about winter in texas
(we)
never knew
and we live like
we're underwater
for
(most) of our lives,
we dance.
with all the ocean
between
us, we
wait. we sway.
we dance
the ocean dance like
moonbeams in
the
day-time (we) owe it
all to you, to
swallowed leaves
on top of old screen doors
and
swallowtail doves
on
fence posts, (we)
discover things
about winter in texas
(we)
never knew
and we live like
we're underwater
for
(most) of our lives,
we dance.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Til The Sun Turns Black by Ray LaMontagne
nebulae
caught up
in the twisting
science fiction
of reality i exert
these forces of change
within
myself, i,
fixed in one place, (i)
smile
like before (the face you know) so
that my
hairs stand up
beside you,
quite
(next to you) electric and
this tired bunch
of
static nothings (i) cling to,
like a sock on
the back
of a dress,
hold on to me
when
you are gone.
caught up
in the twisting
science fiction
of reality i exert
these forces of change
within
myself, i,
fixed in one place, (i)
smile
like before (the face you know) so
that my
hairs stand up
beside you,
quite
(next to you) electric and
this tired bunch
of
static nothings (i) cling to,
like a sock on
the back
of a dress,
hold on to me
when
you are gone.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Dream a Little Dream of Me by Louis Armstrong
leveler
braised
in a sea of
anonymity
i rise
swiftly,
holding on to this thorn
in the
side
of my wall: yellow amaryllis in
full bloom
i never turned, i
deemed it
unnecessary
and you, you continue
to
claw
into musculature that isn't yours
(i will be free)
i will,
i turn fast into a praise-worthy thing,
riot against the best parts of
your soul,
writhing slow in
the side
with
thorns...
braised
in a sea of
anonymity
i rise
swiftly,
holding on to this thorn
in the
side
of my wall: yellow amaryllis in
full bloom
i never turned, i
deemed it
unnecessary
and you, you continue
to
claw
into musculature that isn't yours
(i will be free)
i will,
i turn fast into a praise-worthy thing,
riot against the best parts of
your soul,
writhing slow in
the side
with
thorns...
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Falling Slowly by Glen Hansard
three
i hold a deck
of cards
in my hand
the seven of hearts
sticking
to my palm
i try to pass it on
(no one) wants it
listening
to the german clock
on
the wall
go
cuckoo (one by one)
they fall between my fingers
slide into new hands
and
i don't know
how to deal
with time,
as
it passes...
i hold a deck
of cards
in my hand
the seven of hearts
sticking
to my palm
i try to pass it on
(no one) wants it
listening
to the german clock
on
the wall
go
cuckoo (one by one)
they fall between my fingers
slide into new hands
and
i don't know
how to deal
with time,
as
it passes...
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Stolen by Julie Moffitt
staid
twelve months
and
those stoic reins
come
out of boxes
tied
up too tight
with ribbon
wrapped
around their heads
like horses
we use them
for display
and
without emotion
they
turned their eyes on me,
nutcrackers
in a box.
until next year
in attics in the back
of your mind they stay....
tall,
symbolic....
twelve months
and
those stoic reins
come
out of boxes
tied
up too tight
with ribbon
wrapped
around their heads
like horses
we use them
for display
and
without emotion
they
turned their eyes on me,
nutcrackers
in a box.
until next year
in attics in the back
of your mind they stay....
tall,
symbolic....
Friday, January 1, 2010
Forget About Me by Janove Ottesen
magic
cellophane
with wrinkled
trinkets on the floor
magnets (and champagne)
in a glass
i just lay
on the wall
getting older
and
all this stuff
raining down
like
confetti
on my heart i
am
counting down (with them)
into
the seven thousands and
this time, this time,
i leave the cork
in
the bottle
and let
the bubbles
flow over...
cellophane
with wrinkled
trinkets on the floor
magnets (and champagne)
in a glass
i just lay
on the wall
getting older
and
all this stuff
raining down
like
confetti
on my heart i
am
counting down (with them)
into
the seven thousands and
this time, this time,
i leave the cork
in
the bottle
and let
the bubbles
flow over...
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